Maybe, I should be on the cross instead.
Maybe, it is better this way.
Maybe, if so, I will take my sins more seriously.
Maybe, I would have already died infinite times.
If not, for HIM who died.
3 years after pledging to my saviour my love and faith, I'm still so imperfect.
If i had a chance, I would want to renew my covenant once more.
If i had a chance, I want to erase my mistakes and rewrite my story.
If i had a chance, I want to see Calvary.
I guess it is impossible, witnessing His death. But it is all too real, how life is supposed to be. Be it the narrow or the wide gate, we all know which to go, just that too many times, we choose to take the easy way, that road so wide that brings us into destruction.
Why do we know but yet not follow?
Now, I am sure the reward of the narrow path is eternal and i could almost visualise it in my mind- the feast in Heaven, the band of angels, my fellow fighters.
And there I am!
SMILING. :D
The battle is worth it. It really is.
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