LIFE, not MY WAY

i can't...
i'm so tempted to ring that bell- the "surrender" bell.
It's like an internal battle within.. that only my God and I know.
Perhaps, including Satan.

STUDIES
SPIRITUALITY
FAMILY
RELATIONSHIPS
CHARACTER
PRIORITIES
what not. they just overflow with things i must deal with.
Get lost Satan.

Where is that armour i was wearing?
my belt of truth? my breastplate of righteousness? my feet fitted with readiness? my shield of faith? my helmet of salvation? my sword of the spirit?
Where are they now?


Father, help me to FIGHT ON.
Father, give me STRENGTH.
Father, walk with me.
Father, show me where to go.

So much fear...
but yet, so much uncertainty.
Recurring emotions, im just sick and tired of them.

SMILE fiona.
take a little step of faith each time.

"If God is for us, who can be against us?"
If my God is for me? who else can be against me?
i believe so.

To lead my life walking God's path.

To be more than conquerors...