oh well, the song i was searching for ever since last week. and now, i have found it!!!! yipee! lemme share the lyrics.. if possible, this will be my wedding song... IN THE NEAR FUTURE. lol
Title: Give My Love
When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you
Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night
As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks
Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night
u might laugh at the lyrics looking so weird without the tune.. but trust me, its a great song.. esp when now im in love with this show: Save the last dance for me..
great show, no joke alright. haha
100% fiona's recommendation.
=D
trust my taste alright.
haha
oh well,
God is awesome.
he shows me his powers everyday. how he can actually mke EVRYTHING possible.
and i believe and trust him with all my heart mind soul and strength that he will bless.
God u knw what i mean ya...
as much as i pace around with anxiety..
i knw i must face the truth... but help me to receive it with joy and acceptance.
your love for me is just so unrequited, unconditional, selfless, patient.. etc.. just like what 2 cor says..
Lord, u have evry quality of a perfect husband and dad..
i love you Lord.
*ok, back to work.
Ta!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Friday, January 13, 2006
raindrops...
To you, O Lord I called;
to the Lord I cried for mercy:
"What gain is there in my destruction, in my going down into the pit?
Will the dust praise you?
Will it proclaim your faithfulness?
Hear O Lord and be merciful to me;
O Lord, be my help."
You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.
O Lord my God, i will give thanks to you forever.
Psalm 30:8-12
from here, i saw David's love for God, i saw his faith.
despite in distress, he trusts God and sings to him..
He pours his sorrows to God, emptying all his grief..
indeed, God is his friend, his confidant.
As i see these few days pass...
the gloomy skies..
the pitter patter of the raindrops, the gusts of winds that blow..
all is chilly and cold..
it seems that my vicinity is filled with only scarce streams of people...
few are out.. most running to nearby shopping ctrs not to shop but for shelter.
the weather immediately allowed me, to reflect upon my feelings, how i truly feel..
it allowed me to think upon my innermost thoughts and feelings.
especially when i am alone, i think even more..
my moods are dampened indeed.
but then, i think of my Father..
i think abt what David wrote..
"But i trust in you O God; i say, " You are my God."
My times are in your hands;
deliever me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
Let your face shine on your servant(David);
save me in your unfailing love."
Gosh when i read that, i was impacted by David's faith and love for God.
so how can i be here, bothering abt my dampened spirits when God will always pick me up and shower my with his love?
Well, for i know, God is love..
Its so interesting doing the psalms for my quiet time.. cos it reallie enlightens me abt hving faith and standing in awe of God.
alright, oh well, i just cant wait for today to cum and it is here.. FRIDAY! yipee im going to church and its the most encouraging thing that would happen.. =)
just reallie pray tt all would come.
ta! =D
to the Lord I cried for mercy:
"What gain is there in my destruction, in my going down into the pit?
Will the dust praise you?
Will it proclaim your faithfulness?
Hear O Lord and be merciful to me;
O Lord, be my help."
You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.
O Lord my God, i will give thanks to you forever.
Psalm 30:8-12
from here, i saw David's love for God, i saw his faith.
despite in distress, he trusts God and sings to him..
He pours his sorrows to God, emptying all his grief..
indeed, God is his friend, his confidant.
As i see these few days pass...
the gloomy skies..
the pitter patter of the raindrops, the gusts of winds that blow..
all is chilly and cold..
it seems that my vicinity is filled with only scarce streams of people...
few are out.. most running to nearby shopping ctrs not to shop but for shelter.
the weather immediately allowed me, to reflect upon my feelings, how i truly feel..
it allowed me to think upon my innermost thoughts and feelings.
especially when i am alone, i think even more..
my moods are dampened indeed.
but then, i think of my Father..
i think abt what David wrote..
"But i trust in you O God; i say, " You are my God."
My times are in your hands;
deliever me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
Let your face shine on your servant(David);
save me in your unfailing love."
Gosh when i read that, i was impacted by David's faith and love for God.
so how can i be here, bothering abt my dampened spirits when God will always pick me up and shower my with his love?
Well, for i know, God is love..
Its so interesting doing the psalms for my quiet time.. cos it reallie enlightens me abt hving faith and standing in awe of God.
alright, oh well, i just cant wait for today to cum and it is here.. FRIDAY! yipee im going to church and its the most encouraging thing that would happen.. =)
just reallie pray tt all would come.
ta! =D
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
pssst.
peek a boo.....!
alright =) here i am, back.!!! its been several days since ive penned my blog..
well, i was busy.. so, my apologies.
heh heh
Well, was looking after the little ones in my mom's childcare.. Gosh, is this a job at all? i just couldnt believe it! its just so fun and exhilarating! heeee.
oh well...
im just so happy that im like sitting in bible studies recently...
and im just looking so forward to the bible talk tt the 3 of us will be leading.. AWESOME!
well, just reallie unsure abt what lies ahead.
results, especially.
on sunday, while i was ushering, i got to tlk to this brother, xavier frm the east... (oso usher) and he said TP's good.. thn kynaston also added tt he wanted to go there.
at that instance i reallie felt my heart squirm.. just an odd feeling.. i thot, " what if i reallie can't make it to JC? will i reallie have to settle in a poly? no way, what a disppointment!"
well, its not tt i hate poly or despise it or sumthing... just tt, jc is my dream! it is!
the truth will be revealed real soon.. and i just hope tt i will jump for joy upon seeing my results and cry not becos im sad but just out of pure elation!
all i can do now, is to lay it all down to God.
at the same time, to really put effort into the teens ministry..
i pray so hard for all e teens...
pray so much for the unity of us all...
and our friendship..
just cant wait for fri and sun to arrive...
heee, and im going to usher again.. hopefully, i will not get so confused this time.. its like iim just so dumb at handling the trays or bread and wine.. but well, =) i love this job! reallie want to do it well...
well, at this moment, i feel so much in my heart.. lots of joy, bemusement, wonder, confusion and a little tinge of sadness.. if u asked me why, i would sae, i reallie dont knw.
there is so much in this world, the ugliness of it, the horror within i dun wish to know.. despite it being so tempting many times.. its just a mask, shielding all the motive and emptiness inside it. cos thats what the world is, full of emptiness and fill with vile and despicable baddies, not tt there arent any angels.
being in it, only makes me aimless and lost.
but im happy, God is here to pull be back lest i fall too far into the nothingness of the world.
The road to heaven, although tough, is a path i will tke and shall nvr regret.
ta!
alright =) here i am, back.!!! its been several days since ive penned my blog..
well, i was busy.. so, my apologies.
heh heh
Well, was looking after the little ones in my mom's childcare.. Gosh, is this a job at all? i just couldnt believe it! its just so fun and exhilarating! heeee.
oh well...
im just so happy that im like sitting in bible studies recently...
and im just looking so forward to the bible talk tt the 3 of us will be leading.. AWESOME!
well, just reallie unsure abt what lies ahead.
results, especially.
on sunday, while i was ushering, i got to tlk to this brother, xavier frm the east... (oso usher) and he said TP's good.. thn kynaston also added tt he wanted to go there.
at that instance i reallie felt my heart squirm.. just an odd feeling.. i thot, " what if i reallie can't make it to JC? will i reallie have to settle in a poly? no way, what a disppointment!"
well, its not tt i hate poly or despise it or sumthing... just tt, jc is my dream! it is!
the truth will be revealed real soon.. and i just hope tt i will jump for joy upon seeing my results and cry not becos im sad but just out of pure elation!
all i can do now, is to lay it all down to God.
at the same time, to really put effort into the teens ministry..
i pray so hard for all e teens...
pray so much for the unity of us all...
and our friendship..
just cant wait for fri and sun to arrive...
heee, and im going to usher again.. hopefully, i will not get so confused this time.. its like iim just so dumb at handling the trays or bread and wine.. but well, =) i love this job! reallie want to do it well...
well, at this moment, i feel so much in my heart.. lots of joy, bemusement, wonder, confusion and a little tinge of sadness.. if u asked me why, i would sae, i reallie dont knw.
there is so much in this world, the ugliness of it, the horror within i dun wish to know.. despite it being so tempting many times.. its just a mask, shielding all the motive and emptiness inside it. cos thats what the world is, full of emptiness and fill with vile and despicable baddies, not tt there arent any angels.
being in it, only makes me aimless and lost.
but im happy, God is here to pull be back lest i fall too far into the nothingness of the world.
The road to heaven, although tough, is a path i will tke and shall nvr regret.
ta!
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
first day of school
ytd was the first day of school for many many people..
well, not for me. free for the first 3 mths till i get my results... =( oh well, whether it is gd or bad i dun knw. i reallie am lost... well, although i mentioned i have plans and stuff.. but, one week has 7 days!!! not evryone has 7 days for me to spare! oh well.. the gerls are all busy working and i just finished working.. well, just thank God tt jacinda is quitting soon! lol. gosh. i'm bad.
reallie. it just feels weird. reaalie weird.
alright but ytd was awesome actually.
morning.... with jacinda cos she stayed over. did quiet time tgt, and prayed... while my bro played at e playground.thn we walked to compasspoint to eat macdonald's. it was sort of a first day of sch treat for my bro.. hee. thn we shopped for awhle and walked nic to sch. jacinda and i just looked like aunties man. totally!
so thn.. we were reaalie bored.. jacinda still in a dilemma whether to go to work onot. she didnt wanna go to work partially becos of her swollen foot and oso becos, oh well, hee of me rite.. i guess... so we msged sharon and met her at Cp and we spent time at cafe galilee where the ice latte wasnt sweet enought unless u added at least half a cup of syrup. alright so we talked and talked like crazy. i mean considering sharon, such an aunty.. how can we talk less?
alright.. so it was reallie fun as we planned for a bible talk for valentine's... so look forward to it.. but its just a proposal at the moment.. pending........
so alright... somehow.. sharon had to go to work and jacinda shopped with me for awhle.. haha its like e whole day longg its actually me who needed company.
jacinda thn went for NPCC. i went home to.. well, sleep. JUST FOR AWHILE. and i had to pick my bro up frm sch. i waited, being one of e earliest to pick e kid up.. thn soon many kids emerged, no sign of nick.. till awhile later.. i saw this little boy, perspiring with his bad slinged on only one side of his shoulder, one hand holding a tissue paper stained with blood. it was nick! lol
i asked, what happened? he didnt sae... thn well, i found out.. he dropped his milk tooth!!! hahahaha
okay.... the rest of e day was like a routine... so nth much. ta!
well, not for me. free for the first 3 mths till i get my results... =( oh well, whether it is gd or bad i dun knw. i reallie am lost... well, although i mentioned i have plans and stuff.. but, one week has 7 days!!! not evryone has 7 days for me to spare! oh well.. the gerls are all busy working and i just finished working.. well, just thank God tt jacinda is quitting soon! lol. gosh. i'm bad.
reallie. it just feels weird. reaalie weird.
alright but ytd was awesome actually.
morning.... with jacinda cos she stayed over. did quiet time tgt, and prayed... while my bro played at e playground.thn we walked to compasspoint to eat macdonald's. it was sort of a first day of sch treat for my bro.. hee. thn we shopped for awhle and walked nic to sch. jacinda and i just looked like aunties man. totally!
so thn.. we were reaalie bored.. jacinda still in a dilemma whether to go to work onot. she didnt wanna go to work partially becos of her swollen foot and oso becos, oh well, hee of me rite.. i guess... so we msged sharon and met her at Cp and we spent time at cafe galilee where the ice latte wasnt sweet enought unless u added at least half a cup of syrup. alright so we talked and talked like crazy. i mean considering sharon, such an aunty.. how can we talk less?
alright.. so it was reallie fun as we planned for a bible talk for valentine's... so look forward to it.. but its just a proposal at the moment.. pending........
so alright... somehow.. sharon had to go to work and jacinda shopped with me for awhle.. haha its like e whole day longg its actually me who needed company.
jacinda thn went for NPCC. i went home to.. well, sleep. JUST FOR AWHILE. and i had to pick my bro up frm sch. i waited, being one of e earliest to pick e kid up.. thn soon many kids emerged, no sign of nick.. till awhile later.. i saw this little boy, perspiring with his bad slinged on only one side of his shoulder, one hand holding a tissue paper stained with blood. it was nick! lol
i asked, what happened? he didnt sae... thn well, i found out.. he dropped his milk tooth!!! hahahaha
okay.... the rest of e day was like a routine... so nth much. ta!
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Happy 2006!
well, i admit im always rather outdated in updating blogs. i always write a few days affter the event occured and all.... too bad, im a busy person =P
but well, i truly wanna express my happiness in welcoming this brand new yr.
its just so awesome... celebrating new yr countdown in church. we have this wow wow west thing... and well, i dressed up like little bo beep.. or a gypsy, or perhaps a cowboy's wife u can sae... lol but xavier just claimed i looked like a maid. fine. =/ haha
but it was great... just having fun giving myself a brand new start to start anew with resolutions and prayers.
What was more awesome was our meeting on monday 2/1/06. well, some of us got tgt.. and discussed our visions for the teens ministry. gosh, i reallie anticipate a great yr of growing spirituality and repentance for all. just feel so much for the teens.. they r my family i can sae.
and well, for the first three mths, im going to be one of the most 'NOTHING TO DO" person. reallie feel empty and lost cos evryone has started sch... but well, now, i reallie set my heart to spend this threee mths helping the teens to grow.. =)
gosh, its reallie a mystery how these 3 mths will be.. but i'll tke a step of faith =)
well, i admit im always rather outdated in updating blogs. i always write a few days affter the event occured and all.... too bad, im a busy person =P
but well, i truly wanna express my happiness in welcoming this brand new yr.
its just so awesome... celebrating new yr countdown in church. we have this wow wow west thing... and well, i dressed up like little bo beep.. or a gypsy, or perhaps a cowboy's wife u can sae... lol but xavier just claimed i looked like a maid. fine. =/ haha
but it was great... just having fun giving myself a brand new start to start anew with resolutions and prayers.
What was more awesome was our meeting on monday 2/1/06. well, some of us got tgt.. and discussed our visions for the teens ministry. gosh, i reallie anticipate a great yr of growing spirituality and repentance for all. just feel so much for the teens.. they r my family i can sae.
and well, for the first three mths, im going to be one of the most 'NOTHING TO DO" person. reallie feel empty and lost cos evryone has started sch... but well, now, i reallie set my heart to spend this threee mths helping the teens to grow.. =)
gosh, its reallie a mystery how these 3 mths will be.. but i'll tke a step of faith =)
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