Thursday, August 31, 2006

be yourself day

sometimes, it's really good to change your mind, cos you would never knw how much fun you'll receive...

wooo hoo~ it's BE YOURSELF DAY today. what i enjoy most, is perhaps, ONLY the photo taking session. lots of dances, singing and jamming there were.. but my legs were just numbed by the sheer fact tt i had to sit through out the whole concert on e floor in such an awkward position!
but oooh well, still.. look at our smile.. ;D my beloved PW group. ARTS man ARTs! look at our rtistic talents. we just have tt artistic flair don't we?


It's just amazing how i just decided to spend my morning in college today instead of waking up late. and i sincerely apologise to kiats tt i forgot to inform her abt my attendance. oh anyway..
it was a blast... such great humour too seeing every one dress up so flamboyantly.
it was awesome going back to secondary school too.. seeing all my lovely teachers.. and indeed it's surprising to see all my old mates. it just makes my heart squeal. lol. weird word to use. but i mean. really, tts how it was.
oh well, i think that's all for the fun i ought to have. and fun ends today. It's charging into the battlefield now. and it's sending jitters down my spine. well, its not tt scary and chilly, but.. just intimidating. i wanna promote! oooh man... i knw it's all abt HARD WORK and DISCIPLINE. just gotta etch tt in my mind.
alright... so a brand new day shall start, and the sun will shine out the clearer..
Father, take my hand, and.. ChArgEEe!





that's all folks! tAa~

Saturday, August 19, 2006

some misery

it was all but a normal night. nothing different but just routines to attend to. She was happy, because it was friday. Friday just meant an end to five days of school and work. Friday was just brilliant.

On the car, just streaming through the empty streets of gray, passing by arrays of street lamps. Mother was driving and She took the front seat. Just ordinary conversations were exchanged. However, the conversations from ordinary ones, gradually turned intense. From an amplitude of any other kind of talking, it turned into shoutings and screamings of harshness and indignance. Both parties were vindicated, just competing to win the argument. Her mother was loud, she would never win, the verbal onslaught was just smothering.

tears, just tears trickled down her eyes. helpless, but still trying to fight back, but perhaps silence was a better tool. Indeed she made a wrong choice.. she snapped back, still crying.

Even at the doorstep, it didnt stop, perhaps the whole neighbourhood awoke from their revelries. She decided to shut up, she was losing the verbal war. almost beaten. But another word from mother, she couldnt help but answer. But unknowingly, it was the last straw for mother. the very LAST.

Her bag, the books on the table, the files came flying across her face, they were thrusted at the target, being only HER. It didnt hurt on the skin, perhaps just slightly. But internal emotions were evoked. Appalled, and unanswerable.

She cried the entire night, she prayed.
Hoping for a solution.
She wrote a letter, slipped it under mother's door.
Just wishing, this would turn out better, wishing she could be heard just a bit.
The next morning, her eyes were swollen.
It was hideous, a mark of hurt.. and uncontrolled feelings.
As much as this sounded pitiful,
she knew, God was disappointed even more.

"i wouldnt let the sun go down in anger."

Monday, August 14, 2006

TWAD












look at our work of art. =)


it was through days of sweat, brain racking, time and innovation.
in the end- it was SUCCESS! =)
it was worth it.
seeing our workers beam with joy, some even shedded tears of elation, perhaps with a tinge of feeling moved.
the games were awesome, the skit was awesome, the awards were awesome, the song was awesome, and the FOOD was scrumptuous! what do u expect? its korean food!

the food is more thn what meets the eye.
thanks to some brilliant parents- auntie choi, and sharon's parents. =)






T.W.A.D- teen workers' appreciation day.
it was e best.
it was e first time in my teen ministry life tt i actually appreciated my beloved workers, who unrequitedly gave their best.
i wanna be like them.
the most serving, the most loving, and the most truthful.
but i thank the teens, for helping me make it all possible.
indeed, our rewards are e smiles we see on our discipler's face.
thanks for e time, and the effort.
my next post will be dedicated to thanking each and evryone of u. :)
i promise!
;D
well, realli, it was awesome.


mighty efforts. we are one!~