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one thing i just learnt not long ago:
A sheep is the stupidest animal among animals.
1. it cant be trained.
2. it has to be fed- if u leave it alone to graze, it will just munch on the same spot of grass
and eat up all the soil too! ewww.
3. it cant clean itself.
4. it cant defend itself

gosh, poor thing! can u believe it? its like a big baby! well, i guess thats why it needs a shepherd.
i think if they see danger, they would just go "baaaaaAaaa". lol so spastic.
but well, i would love to be a sheep.. its ok to be stupid, but at least i will be simple.. then, my dear lord will be my shepherd to lead the way.. how nice!! =)
oh well, but its just me sometimes, not allowing my shepherd to guide me along...
i think i hve been somehow in an imaginary world lately.. i guess somehow, when one's free,
he'll just imagine and imagine.. or perhaps build castles in the air.

so well, thats what i did.
but well, i just imagined abt being in heaven.. thn i thot, well, God loves me..
so i guess evry morning when i open the windows, the birds sing a love song for me. when i open the door, on the mat lies a bouquet of flowers to brighten up my day.. in my backyard, an apple tree with its trunk bearing my name and God's etched in a heart carved so perfectly. how beautiful!
when i sleep God tucks me in with the sweetest lullaby that he sings oh so sweetly in my ears..
he even tells me bedtimes stories if i couldnt sleep. Gosh, i love that!
i anticipate that day to come..

evryday, i just feel that in every air that i breathe, i take in God's love..
Life is Good, Heaven is awesome..
Oh father, how i long to be with you in eternity!!!
hee =D

everyday is a new day!

yipee

heee, just got a new skin..
dunno why, but was looking for sumthing simple..
so i thot this was beautiful... =)

God is awesome.
Thank you.

metanoia

"Life is useless, i have nth to live for"
"I'd rather die"
"Whats my purpose in life? suffer i guess"
" Life is stupid"

sound familiar? i guess its common these days.. how people actually think life can be so miserable..
for me, i admit, life can be a real chore itself.
life IS tough.
a peculiar feeling though, gazing at my vicinity from the corridor of my flat, i see greeeney, birds, the humongous blue sky that suspends over me. Not only that, but also the lovely fluffy clouds that float like marshmallows or cotton candy. Hey, thinking abt all these, i don't see life useless!
Its crazy how God gives us challenges in our lives, that sometimes, it really is challenging to think only of its beauty. Well, surely, even the most hideous thing has its own charm..
haha well, but the fact is that the earth and its wonderful nature is so beautiful by its own. Captivating and tranquil.
Its actually more sense that we humans are the ones pollute the beautiful earth God created. BEsides, he created nature first, didnt he?
Well, God created us because he loved us. BUt here i am, polluting it with my sins and discontentment.
Lord, father, thank you so much for the blessings you've showered me.

Now, its so true, whenever i go home, i look at every part of my hse with a different meaning and different perspective after shawn wooten's msg.
It just convinces me tt, in everywhere, there is a purpose, and from every mistake, is a chance to change.

The past week i had was mundane i can say.. lotsa thinking abt which school i wanna put in my choices.. but i knw God made me put what i chose.. so, no regrets.
sometimes, i just feel so much gratitude towards God, that i do not knw how to express it..

Father, thank you so much for ur flawless love for me.
Your love is patient, your love is kind , it doesnt envy, it doesnt boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, not self seeking, not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.Your love doesnt delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres.
Your love for me, NEVER FAILS.

O lord! i dont deserve it at all! but yet i am receiving it all!!
I knw lord, my life is never miserable because of you..
Besides, i am a foreigner in this land, my home is with you, in HEAVEN!

=)

valentines just passed, a whle ago....
gosh, just cant stand people carrying roses, standing outside the restaurants and holding hands with their dates.

if only, a dozen of roses and an iced latte.. thats all i ask for.
lol
im dreaming... seeing my date only in a vision...
oh misery.!
ok, i will wait.
i knw God is hinting me to wait cos he will provide a most perfect one soon.

but its crazy today.
sitting on the sofa the whole day, eyes fixated at the moving images in the tv.
cos im so addicted to this korean show now, so in love witht his guy Hyun bin.
jacinda and i were like couch potatoes.
well, doing this made me feel better abt not having a date.
thinking abt hyun bin is gd enough.
lol

but ok, ytd was still over and a brand new day begins.
so, well, its still another day afterall.

haha.

let me dream again.
----"candlelit dinner, cosy ambience, french restaurant, yummy cuisine, 99 roses, a quartet playing,a handsome date, a walk in the park, a nice movie to catch, handful of surprises, a nice sweet gift............." woo hoo. great DREAM.

valentines

petals of roses are falling from the velvety blue sky.
love is in the air.
and passion is burning, spreading through evry forest.

valentine's it is.
wonder how this name originated.
sounds all so lovey dovey.
and how am i gonna spend it?
lol
in the cutest way ever.

but well, sometimes, i just wish i had a date.
perhaps with Johnny Depp? van nistelrooy? i dun mind rooney.
how abt daniel radcliffe?
any korean actor, would be fine.
but well, the best would be one i love.
my fav bro? lol

but hey, im spending it in the most special way.
with my beloved sisters.
sound so les.
but hey, celebration of friendship u knw!
also, spending it with my Father in heaven...
frankly, this way of celebrating valentines is most fufilling of all!
haha.

i will treat God to iced latte and lotsa chocolates. i will sing his praises and glorify him.
i will love those around me, cos i love him.

oh well, how romantic is that? =)

but still, i knw God will give me a chance to spend a valentine's with one i love.
perhaps now, he just wants to hold on to me.
well, now, i still wanna love him even more first, b4 spending valentines with a human.
haha, romancing God....

but well, i knw tmr.. its going to be special...
perhaps not particularly for me..
but well, its a day of love.
and God is love.
and love, should be shared.
so what if i receive nth, let me give...
i wanna love.

its really amazing this thing called Love.
for life and living
the ought of giving
and a vow made for eternity.
its like oxygen
it lifts us up where we belong.
all u need is love!

f.aith

Faith is being sure of what i hope for and certain of what i do not see. Period.

im fine.
taking every step with faith is what i will do.
its gonna be great.
im super fine.
im calm.
im happy.
well, thats what i am telling myself.

but as friday is a step closer, i just start having trepidations, cold sweat and seizures, mental seizures. its crazy. i definitely sound like someone who has like Fits attack or something.
but truly, tts how i feel.
but yet again, its true tt God blesses. Its true that his plan is perfect and prosperous for me..

Here i am, standing in the need of prayer, and i truly pray for e best results.. college! college!
well, im swallowing my saliva. taking every step with lotsa caution.
i'm not going to be paranoid, i will not go berserk.
i will keep God in my heart, and walk straight forward.
Take e results, look at it, and move on.-with acceptance.

God loves me, i knw.
Lord, i knw u do.
Lord, all i ask for, is e best i can get, with a tinge of faith and courage.


i know u hear me.

Are we?

Just a few questions that bug me though...

Are we deep enough?
Are we truthful at all?
Are we united?
Are we loving enough?
Are we sparing a thought for one another?
Are we encouraging always?
Are we putting one another as our standards instead of God?
Are we only saying things but not doing them?
Are we anxious to make a change?
Are we eager to learn?
Are we humble enough to accept challenges?
Are we shining like stars to the world?

Whats the answer?

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oh well, the song i was searching for ever since last week. and now, i have found it!!!! yipee! lemme share the lyrics.. if possible, this will be my wedding song... IN THE NEAR FUTURE. lol

Title: Give My Love
When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

u might laugh at the lyrics looking so weird without the tune.. but trust me, its a great song.. esp when now im in love with this show: Save the last dance for me..
great show, no joke alright. haha
100% fiona's recommendation.
=D
trust my taste alright.
haha

oh well,
God is awesome.
he shows me his powers everyday. how he can actually mke EVRYTHING possible.
and i believe and trust him with all my heart mind soul and strength that he will bless.
God u knw what i mean ya...
as much as i pace around with anxiety..
i knw i must face the truth... but help me to receive it with joy and acceptance.


your love for me is just so unrequited, unconditional, selfless, patient.. etc.. just like what 2 cor says..
Lord, u have evry quality of a perfect husband and dad..
i love you Lord.

*ok, back to work.


Ta!!

raindrops...

To you, O Lord I called;
to the Lord I cried for mercy:
"What gain is there in my destruction, in my going down into the pit?
Will the dust praise you?
Will it proclaim your faithfulness?
Hear O Lord and be merciful to me;
O Lord, be my help."
You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.
O Lord my God, i will give thanks to you forever.

Psalm 30:8-12

from here, i saw David's love for God, i saw his faith.
despite in distress, he trusts God and sings to him..
He pours his sorrows to God, emptying all his grief..
indeed, God is his friend, his confidant.

As i see these few days pass...
the gloomy skies..
the pitter patter of the raindrops, the gusts of winds that blow..
all is chilly and cold..
it seems that my vicinity is filled with only scarce streams of people...
few are out.. most running to nearby shopping ctrs not to shop but for shelter.
the weather immediately allowed me, to reflect upon my feelings, how i truly feel..
it allowed me to think upon my innermost thoughts and feelings.
especially when i am alone, i think even more..
my moods are dampened indeed.
but then, i think of my Father..
i think abt what David wrote..
"But i trust in you O God; i say, " You are my God."
My times are in your hands;
deliever me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
Let your face shine on your servant(David);
save me in your unfailing love."

Gosh when i read that, i was impacted by David's faith and love for God.
so how can i be here, bothering abt my dampened spirits when God will always pick me up and shower my with his love?

Well, for i know, God is love..

Its so interesting doing the psalms for my quiet time.. cos it reallie enlightens me abt hving faith and standing in awe of God.

alright, oh well, i just cant wait for today to cum and it is here.. FRIDAY! yipee im going to church and its the most encouraging thing that would happen.. =)
just reallie pray tt all would come.

ta! =D

pssst.

peek a boo.....!
alright =) here i am, back.!!! its been several days since ive penned my blog..
well, i was busy.. so, my apologies.
heh heh
Well, was looking after the little ones in my mom's childcare.. Gosh, is this a job at all? i just couldnt believe it! its just so fun and exhilarating! heeee.
oh well...
im just so happy that im like sitting in bible studies recently...
and im just looking so forward to the bible talk tt the 3 of us will be leading.. AWESOME!
well, just reallie unsure abt what lies ahead.
results, especially.
on sunday, while i was ushering, i got to tlk to this brother, xavier frm the east... (oso usher) and he said TP's good.. thn kynaston also added tt he wanted to go there.
at that instance i reallie felt my heart squirm.. just an odd feeling.. i thot, " what if i reallie can't make it to JC? will i reallie have to settle in a poly? no way, what a disppointment!"
well, its not tt i hate poly or despise it or sumthing... just tt, jc is my dream! it is!
the truth will be revealed real soon.. and i just hope tt i will jump for joy upon seeing my results and cry not becos im sad but just out of pure elation!
all i can do now, is to lay it all down to God.
at the same time, to really put effort into the teens ministry..
i pray so hard for all e teens...
pray so much for the unity of us all...
and our friendship..
just cant wait for fri and sun to arrive...
heee, and im going to usher again.. hopefully, i will not get so confused this time.. its like iim just so dumb at handling the trays or bread and wine.. but well, =) i love this job! reallie want to do it well...

well, at this moment, i feel so much in my heart.. lots of joy, bemusement, wonder, confusion and a little tinge of sadness.. if u asked me why, i would sae, i reallie dont knw.
there is so much in this world, the ugliness of it, the horror within i dun wish to know.. despite it being so tempting many times.. its just a mask, shielding all the motive and emptiness inside it. cos thats what the world is, full of emptiness and fill with vile and despicable baddies, not tt there arent any angels.
being in it, only makes me aimless and lost.
but im happy, God is here to pull be back lest i fall too far into the nothingness of the world.
The road to heaven, although tough, is a path i will tke and shall nvr regret.

ta!

first day of school

ytd was the first day of school for many many people..
well, not for me. free for the first 3 mths till i get my results... =( oh well, whether it is gd or bad i dun knw. i reallie am lost... well, although i mentioned i have plans and stuff.. but, one week has 7 days!!! not evryone has 7 days for me to spare! oh well.. the gerls are all busy working and i just finished working.. well, just thank God tt jacinda is quitting soon! lol. gosh. i'm bad.
reallie. it just feels weird. reaalie weird.
alright but ytd was awesome actually.
morning.... with jacinda cos she stayed over. did quiet time tgt, and prayed... while my bro played at e playground.thn we walked to compasspoint to eat macdonald's. it was sort of a first day of sch treat for my bro.. hee. thn we shopped for awhle and walked nic to sch. jacinda and i just looked like aunties man. totally!
so thn.. we were reaalie bored.. jacinda still in a dilemma whether to go to work onot. she didnt wanna go to work partially becos of her swollen foot and oso becos, oh well, hee of me rite.. i guess... so we msged sharon and met her at Cp and we spent time at cafe galilee where the ice latte wasnt sweet enought unless u added at least half a cup of syrup. alright so we talked and talked like crazy. i mean considering sharon, such an aunty.. how can we talk less?
alright.. so it was reallie fun as we planned for a bible talk for valentine's... so look forward to it.. but its just a proposal at the moment.. pending........
so alright... somehow.. sharon had to go to work and jacinda shopped with me for awhle.. haha its like e whole day longg its actually me who needed company.
jacinda thn went for NPCC. i went home to.. well, sleep. JUST FOR AWHILE. and i had to pick my bro up frm sch. i waited, being one of e earliest to pick e kid up.. thn soon many kids emerged, no sign of nick.. till awhile later.. i saw this little boy, perspiring with his bad slinged on only one side of his shoulder, one hand holding a tissue paper stained with blood. it was nick! lol
i asked, what happened? he didnt sae... thn well, i found out.. he dropped his milk tooth!!! hahahaha
okay.... the rest of e day was like a routine... so nth much. ta!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Happy 2006!
well, i admit im always rather outdated in updating blogs. i always write a few days affter the event occured and all.... too bad, im a busy person =P
but well, i truly wanna express my happiness in welcoming this brand new yr.
its just so awesome... celebrating new yr countdown in church. we have this wow wow west thing... and well, i dressed up like little bo beep.. or a gypsy, or perhaps a cowboy's wife u can sae... lol but xavier just claimed i looked like a maid. fine. =/ haha
but it was great... just having fun giving myself a brand new start to start anew with resolutions and prayers.
What was more awesome was our meeting on monday 2/1/06. well, some of us got tgt.. and discussed our visions for the teens ministry. gosh, i reallie anticipate a great yr of growing spirituality and repentance for all. just feel so much for the teens.. they r my family i can sae.
and well, for the first three mths, im going to be one of the most 'NOTHING TO DO" person. reallie feel empty and lost cos evryone has started sch... but well, now, i reallie set my heart to spend this threee mths helping the teens to grow.. =)
gosh, its reallie a mystery how these 3 mths will be.. but i'll tke a step of faith =)

Back

Gosh! im back frm this reallie awesome retreat with the teens to penang. Reason why im writing only now when i actually came back on sunday is becos i fell sick and still am, only tt im much better now.
well, you'll nvr understand the fun i had unless you were there wif me.
We got to knw the teens frm penang and KL and did lotsa charity stuff like cleaning the old folks home, advertising for the HOPE clinic. realllie cool..
it was a great time building frenship wif the other teens... and well, i reallie miss them.. (the kl and penang teens i mean) enjoyed the learning cantonese part, and hanging out with thm part.. =( oh well...
i just cant explain how much ive learnt.. cos its reallie alot! Even with my fellow teen brothers and sisters... i felt much closer to thm too..
Went down to Ipoh oso, to go trek in the caves.. was realie exhilarating.
time reallie flew... but i guess tt how we feel when we are having so much fun.
this experience to penang, will definitely be etched in my mind, in my heart... cos its utterly worth remembering. =) Thank you Lord for making this possible...

craziness

can u believe this? its orchard road for ur infomation. ORCHARD ROAD! ok, im not trying to be this retard or something. but it really has been ages since i've been there! Ages!!! so ok, ytd, i was finally there. Yippeeeee!
so happy that the Os are like over and done. =)
sometimes, i really wonder, how feelings are defined.1. An affective state of consciousness, such as that resulting from emotions, sentiments, or desires,2.Intuitive awareness or aptitude; a feel.
ok, thats frm the dictionary.
haha. but sometimes, feelings just are more complicated. A simple explanation but yet a different taste of it. Get me?
Well, indeed im someone who feels like tremendously. And, oh well, i can say i just feel at e slightect things u can ever imagine. BE it feeling touched, sad blah. but well, dont worry, i just dun feel so much when it cums to anger. but ok, joy.. ya joy oso perks me up almost instantly.
oh well, lately, SOME things made me feel alot. Sad actually, with a tinge of guilt. oh well, just dun wish to talk abt it cos now im talking abt feelings not the situation or plight im in. but truly, its just so hard to face certain feelings and in the end u just get so lost, eventually not knwing how to solve the situation.
well, but i knw, its just most important to knw to do the right thing.
just reallie wish tt i will be understood some how.
well, but i knw, no one understands me better thn God.
ok. enough of sadness.
cos its craziness now.
ORCHARD RD ytd was gr8. so christmassy and all. plus, i get to hang out wif like so many close frens. its great to hve frens around. went to like shop for silvia's tennis skirt, thn went ahead to the coffee dunno wat. forgot the name. think its cofee express or something. went there to rest and wow it sure was cosy in there. wen ate this mud pie and it was yummy!! Sera ate this cute little country pie thingy. which looked really delicious. but i was stuffed with the long john silver lunch i had before and didnt feel like eating. lol. we had real fun helping EJ decide abt quitting his job. gosh, he sure was wavering so much abt it. haiyo, ej, just tell him. I QUIT. simple. lol. but well, in the end, he was really brave and professional to actually mke the resignation call. hahaha. alright, thn we eventually made our way home. and i walked home with ej and sera. haha. so funny, sera finally knew Old Chang Kee's squid head tasted nicer thn the squid meat itself. lol. so well, sera, squid head! remember! hee, i like squid head too.
*****on the phone wif gwen at the moment*****
ok, put down phone already.
she seemed to have a sore throat due to the mud pie she ate ytd. lol
oh well, wish i can go work with her.
ok, so ytd night, ej and sera came to my house. to get the harry potter vcds i promised EJ. so ok, they were standing at e corridoor and my maid got this super absurd shock when she saw thm outside. gosh, it was like so ridiculous. couldnt believe she gets shocked seeing ppl outside e door.
ok so i hve plans today, plans to go out of cos.
too bad, couldnt hang out wif e rest tonight to watch harry potter.. but well, i'll be watching it TMR!!! yipee!!! so happy!!!! =)

alright ending here. i'll be back.
btw, i got this super cool water bottle tt can keep water cold for a LOOONNNNGGG time!!!

A Letter To My Lord

Dear Lord,
Good morning! well, its just a sudden decision here that i just had this urge to type to you. Lord, i truly praise u so much for being there for me, being my Father. Lord, if it wasnt for you, I wouldnt hve gone through Life the way it is now. I would have long been taunted by the obstacles in life and influenced by the strong magnetic pull of the world. But, Lord, its you who guides me through torrential rains and droughts, its you who pull me back when i step too far in into the pit. And Lord, just a big thank you for that.
Well Lord, now, i can say, is a crucial point in my life. A small part it is, but it can make a whole lot of difference in my life- MY O Levels. Lord, its half down, sort of. I still have abt 7 papers more, in four days, and Lord, i truly pray that Lord, you'll give me the wisdom and strength. Becos, truly i need it so much. i pray that i will really finish my exams, praising you, thanking you that i've done well, and not regret becos of this time that you were with me through and through. i knw Lord, that its so much of my own effort too. So Lord, pls guide me t o the way that is right, and bring me away frm temptations and being ill- disciplined.
Lord, i want to keep you first in my life forever, i want to have this awesome relationship with you, that my love for you shall never, at any time, dwindle. Lord, i ask you for now, a small request: Lord, BE with me, to do well please. i need you.so much.
Another request Lord: i pray for many others who are tking there exams now, and also, Lord, please be with evryone.
Thank YOu LOrd, i surrender evrything in to your hands, i love you.
Amen.

Frodo and Sam

Sam: It's like in e great stories, Mr Frodo, the ones tt really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. And sometimes, u didn't want to knw the end because until the end, we will be happy. How can the worldgo back to the way it was with so much bad that happened? Whatever may end it, is only a passing thing. The shadow, even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines, it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you and meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But i think Mr Frodo, i do understand. i knw the folks in old stories have lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. They were holding on to something.

Frodo: What are we holding on to Sam?

Sam: That there is some good in this world, Mr Frodo, and it's worth fighting for.
(adapted frm a scene from Lord Of The Rings- The Two Towers by Peter Jackson (the movie))written by J R R Tolkien.

sEptemBeR

alright. 1st sept. time is flying swiftly. just don't understand why one day has to hve 24 hrs, a week to hve 7 days, a mth to be 4 weeks and a yr to have 12 mths. cant we have more days? oh well, God made it tt way. haha
knw wat? johnny depp is reallie cool. i mean, who else could be a better actor thn he? gosh. he is awesome. reallie awesome. :)
alright, its so much of fantasy in my head now. cant stop fantasizing. in which i just wish i could stop doing and just go study.
tmr is my bio practical (prelims). its driving my nuts indeed.guess i just gotta cram evrything by today. all the info and stuff. its realli a whole chunk of nuts i hve to rmb.
haha. but well, movies reallie mke me aspire.
tke lord of the rings for example- Even the smallest person can change e course of the future.
Beautifully quoted.
haha.
oh well, just pray so much for strength still.
and well, im still feeling a tinge of floating joy since last week as i hve just mended a broken friendship. heeee.
oh well, gtg. ta.

oh ya? heard of captain jack sparrow? the most respectable pirate ive ever seen. =)

wonka

went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory on 06-08-05
was splendid.
couldnt imagine how wonderful it was,
reallie delighting, intriguing and facinating!
must watch!
cried 3 times, cant believe i did tt.

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, the amazing chocolatetier.

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, everybody give a cheer.

He is modest, clever and so smart, he barely can restrain it.

With so much generosity, there's no way you can contain it.

To contain it. to contain, to contain, to contain...

Willy wonka, willy wonka, he's e one that u r abt to meet.

Willy wonka, Willy Wonka, he's the genius who just can't be beat.

The magician and chocolate wiz,

He's the best darn guy who ever lived.

Willy Wonka here he is!!

heeeeee. cant stop singing it.
its addictive i can sae.
alright. NAtion's birthday today.
Happy 40th Birthday singapore.
oh well, but all i did was stay in my cage.... wanting so much to fly free.
couldnt even sae HI to e fireworks.
oh well...
till nxt time thn.

life has been well, mundane.
emotional though.
full of ups and downs.
a down is my studies.
think im doomed. reallie doomed.
i need so much strength to fight in this battlefield.

oh well, alright.
ta!~

seek and save e lost

today's monday... ytd was sunday obviously..
oh well, ytd was a rather emotional day for me though..
cried alot... brimmed wif tears gushing out of my eyes like a broken tap..
i need a plumber!!!!
was e farewell cum graduation ceremony for e graduating teens moving on to campus.. miss thm loads.. i will..
there is this sense of lost and sadness in me...
just needa pray alot..

today, fair day.. just dunno why, feeling abit lethargic.
learnt a new word frm alden: egregious. lol. which means, shocking/ remarkable...
oh gosh, finally, finished reading my harry potter bk today.. can bk 7 come out now!? feel so anxious to knw wat happens nxt..
but well, this bk's reallie emotional at the end.. shedded a tear or two when dumbledore died, w the funeral and all.. and some last lines in e bk were really moving..
cant get over it..
ahhhhh.

alright, cant let my emotions overwhelm me...
cos i realise tt nxt week's my common test and there are lots to study..
moreover, the will be 2 tests on wed. haiy...
well, it all starts frm sch, for me to shine for God..
so, i reallie hope... tis time i will mke improvements..
reallie wanna have a heart to study hard...

pray so much for evryone.~

bish.an

it is well, wif my soul...
oh well.. the weather has been rather hesitant.. wavering between rain or shine..
haha.
had a spleendid time today..
cant believe i spent the afternoon in bishan.. :D
nice place it is..
went to peiling's hse.. which was ever nice.. (scooby was like licking my hand e whole time)
had a great time watching her cook and to savour her cooking.. heee
well, jasmine and sera couldnt go over to watch p0assion of christ.. so, as i was rather hmmm, soft.. in a way.. i didnt dare to actually watch it yet.. not prepared mentally i can sae.. haha
so well, watch the Divine Secrets Of Ya Ya Sisterhood wif peiling instead.. so sweeet.. filled wif humour and a tinge of touchy scenes...
reallie had a blast..
went to J8 for dinner wif Mom and sister..
shopped for awhile and all.. =)
oh well, will be having farewell tmr...
just hope it wont be too emotional for me...
control control... i must.
alright.
ta!`