f.aith

Faith is being sure of what i hope for and certain of what i do not see. Period.

im fine.
taking every step with faith is what i will do.
its gonna be great.
im super fine.
im calm.
im happy.
well, thats what i am telling myself.

but as friday is a step closer, i just start having trepidations, cold sweat and seizures, mental seizures. its crazy. i definitely sound like someone who has like Fits attack or something.
but truly, tts how i feel.
but yet again, its true tt God blesses. Its true that his plan is perfect and prosperous for me..

Here i am, standing in the need of prayer, and i truly pray for e best results.. college! college!
well, im swallowing my saliva. taking every step with lotsa caution.
i'm not going to be paranoid, i will not go berserk.
i will keep God in my heart, and walk straight forward.
Take e results, look at it, and move on.-with acceptance.

God loves me, i knw.
Lord, i knw u do.
Lord, all i ask for, is e best i can get, with a tinge of faith and courage.


i know u hear me.